Confused!

For past few days we have,
It's been trough with lots of fight and hate..
I've been pushed you away, said "Go away, you deserve better than me,
Because I can't tolerate no more"
But you still beside me and says"I love you, always.."
I hurt you a lot with what I did and words that I said
Somebody told me-"love is like the wind
you can't see it, but you can feel it.."
Yes, I can feel if you're love me so much
I'm a person who have a heart
You showed what love means
But I always feel unsecure and scared
Denied if I'm in love with you and make sure if i'm fine without you
Trying to run but I always caught
With your smile and charm..
You're the only one who can make me laugh
when I don't even want to smile

We were given two hands to hold,
Two legs to walk,
Two eyes to see,
Two ears to listen,
But why only one heart?
Because the other one
was given to someone for us to find..
Is it you that I loking for..
Are you the right one for me..
I hope God give me a sign to make my life easier,
But I know if the descision is in my hand..
I fall on my knees and pray,
wished I can get the answer.. Someday..