Future

Thing that we do today make our future,
Something that change our live, forever..
We choose what we do now,
But the result is tomorrow..
We can’t regret thing’s that have been happened,
All we can just fix up our fools in the past,
Trying make something better than yesterday..
I know if I had done something bad in the past,
I don’t regret it, coz it makes me who I am now..
Maybe its not a good thing, but I know world is a perfect enoughto be living..
I’m not proud with fool’s thing I’d done
But I’m not shame with it, coz education and experience is build our forethought and character..
As a human being all we can do is pray, hope our path is the best choosen one..
And God always beside us when we step our path..
Praying we would be success as human being and personal satisfaction..
Hope God always blessing us, eveytime, and everywhere
GBU..

Confused!

For past few days we have,
It's been trough with lots of fight and hate..
I've been pushed you away, said "Go away, you deserve better than me,
Because I can't tolerate no more"
But you still beside me and says"I love you, always.."
I hurt you a lot with what I did and words that I said
Somebody told me-"love is like the wind
you can't see it, but you can feel it.."
Yes, I can feel if you're love me so much
I'm a person who have a heart
You showed what love means
But I always feel unsecure and scared
Denied if I'm in love with you and make sure if i'm fine without you
Trying to run but I always caught
With your smile and charm..
You're the only one who can make me laugh
when I don't even want to smile

We were given two hands to hold,
Two legs to walk,
Two eyes to see,
Two ears to listen,
But why only one heart?
Because the other one
was given to someone for us to find..
Is it you that I loking for..
Are you the right one for me..
I hope God give me a sign to make my life easier,
But I know if the descision is in my hand..
I fall on my knees and pray,
wished I can get the answer.. Someday..

what's wrong..?

Alone in my room, seeing my computer n thinking..
The reason I don't believe everyone,
maybe because my past, or I'm being arrogant with my life..
Everyone have their dream in their heart,
for themself and for somebody out there,
Am I wrong if I just care myself, and only myself,
is it a sin..

All I know, everything in this world is just an illusion,
everything can change as fast as u blink,
truth/lies is just a game in a life, and it's thin as a paper,
all thing the human said have blurr meaning,
everyone have flaws, nobodys perfect..

Love..
Love isn't hope, love isn't eternal feeling, love is too light
to be catch, to flexible to be trick,
love is illusion to be hold out..
Love is too beautiful to be loyal in the middle of this wonderful world's
that never stop showing something new..
Love make us dumb, and we're to naive to approve it..
And if love is blind, so this world must be full with a blind person..

My life is a journey in the darkness, there's no light..
I'm being blindfolded for so long time,
my heart become stoned and it broken apart so many times,
life in despair, got nothing to lose,
got nobody to belive in, and being underpreasured in my fam,
being a joker in front of my friends,
I'm living like a clown with no heart to be happy..
Can I be happy in my live?
Or should I live and pretend to be happy in this fake world?
I hope God can tell me the answer..
Coz, just in Him I gave all my heart and soul..